It's My Life – A tale of loss, love, addiction and recovery

The Monster in the Wardrobe

Too Much Chocolate

Too much of anything, even things you love doing, can be not so good. I think that's where I'm currently at. Without putting too fine a point on it, I've been having so much fun lately that I've barely had... Continue Reading →


One Day

Nishe One day you’re going to meet someone who makes you look forward to waking up because they’re right next to you. This person is going to be different than the rest. It’ll be this connection neither of you can... Continue Reading →

Naked And Exposed

No more hiding (sic)..  This is me.. My name is not Shelly. It's Michael. I am proud of me. #selfworth, #selflove #selfrespect

On A Steel Horse I Ride

I've made some pretty huge decisions in the last few days. And as is my want I'm not sure any of them are correct. The biggest and most undoable is finally giving notice on the Mausoleum I once called 'the... Continue Reading →

Miss T (Part 2)

As time went on I spent my entire life savings, some £30,000, on trying to get access to my daughter. I even had to take Lucifer to family court to find out the name, sex and birthday of Miss T.... Continue Reading →

Miss T (Part 1)

​It gives me great pleasure, not sure that's quite the right word, to write something not about me, or her, but my beautiful daughter in Melbourne, Australia. We'll call her Miss T.  I say not 'pleasure' purely because she's in... Continue Reading →

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