​Your welcome Shelly… just giving back what others have done for me… good for you to be where you are and to be conscious of how you feel, why you feel it and that don’t give up on trust… trust yourself first before trusting others… you can do it if you take time to listen … maybe your on your own right now cos it’s time to listen to yourself and ‘know thy self’ …..we hide from ourselves sometimes… I’ve had my mum stay with me for ten days… she flew home to Ireland today and whilst it was lovely to have her stay… i look forward to being on my own… not to have a inherited role or way of being… having to do stuff I don’t want to do… pleasing others…. our age offers us choice to drop old roles and responses…. it’s ok to be selfish ( I think)  put ourselves first and tell others to fuck off if they piss us off or take libs… who gives a fuck if people like us or not… at end of day … ‘so what’ be you Shelly… don’t focus so much on being alone…single together etc… just focus on your thinking and you… your breathing and nature… prob sounds a bit wanky … but it works… focus on today and just  being… rather than yesterday and tomorrow…. celebrate having space to be alone… when your ready…. you will draw others to u…. until then …be ok with being alone…  need yourself … not others…. it’s in no way a failure… it’s actually a success because you’ve jumped off the roundabout … your moving to your next stage… and you have made that happen… some never get to this stage of enlightenment…. xx

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